ending CRETA bout u n me..~

last sem (sem terakhir dok kat kampus) i meet a gurl yg really2 wat aq suka kt dia.. and this is my 1st time, tackle awekz sendirian, tanpa da bantuan (da sket, minta no ph dia dr member).. hehe. aq try coba dia cz beberapa reason:

1. nk fill my heart with some luv n nk gak da pasangan idop.. =)
2. kwn2 aq, ckp bila nk da awek ni weh??? dh sem last ni (kwn2 tu cm biasa la, Shida, Nonoi, Said)
3. Tertarek ngan dia when 1st time jumpa dia.. kalu xsilap ms ghatering Touris.. (b4 tu pon dh penah jumpa, juz x tau dia kos pa..) And this is my 1st time gak tertarek ngan awekz smpai nk kawan ngan dia..

and aq gak actlly coba dia tuk jd my scandal..

bole kata dlm 1mggu tu msti jumpa dia.. x kn fudkot, kekdng kt LP.. tp dia cm malu2, (sblm ni aq ja slalu malu nk jumpa awekz), tp kekdng aq malu2 gak,, (kalu org malu2, aq lg malu).. tp kalu malau2 kang mlps r..

yg best nya bile aq ngan dia (with sum of her fwen gak la, xbole dua2, kang kena tangkp leleh), msti da yg dok sengeh2 n cm gedik dok kacau aq ngan dia @ dok keneng2.. haha

slalu yg dok kacau aq n dia, kwn2 aq n kwn2 dia...

n at the climax of the plot, aq nk prpose dia as my gurl in my life.. but da sumthing yg smpai skang aq x wat lg...
kwn2 dh bg smgt n sokongn kat blakang.. tp entah la
till now aq x cp2 lg ngan dia.. hehe

some of the reason nye..
1. aq ni bukn cm org len, alwys lekat ngan hp callng n text ngn awekz dia.. n kalu x cllng2 dia msti trasa kita ni x care.. (even my mom pon aq jarng2 cntct)

2. aq ni xla berduit sgt.. so, gurl skang bnyk yg meterialistik (x suma ok) n things that we give them show that kita ni appreciate la kt dia.. kalu x bg means x appreciate.. (igt xsuma yee)...

3. i have no transport that will make u senang.. (ni bukn resan yg kuat laa acctly) hehe

4. aq xpenah cp serious b4 this, so ni wat aq janggal la when it become the 1st time aq cp serious2.. (b4 ni da kapel monyet ja..)..

5. aq dh nk abes sem n of cz aq akn jarng2 jumpa dia.. n dia baru 1st sem so, dia da ms yg pjg tuk enjoy n maybe dia bole cari yg lg baek dr aq..

6. aq xsebaek yg org sanka.. so aq xnk la dia tgk aq baek, tp dia xtau prangai aq yg sbenar cmna...

7. n aq acctly nk wat dia as my scandal-mandal, so aq xmo la bila aq dh propose dia, n aq wat2 xlyn dia.. takut la dia kecik ati.. (ati aq ni kekadng berubah2, jap suka kt org tu jap x..) aq ni mmg pelik.. hehe

story b4 story ending..
ms last day last sem.. aq da janji ngan dia kata bila aq prctical kt mlaka ni, aq t jumpa dia kt KL.. but x jg, sbb sum reason.. so, dh mcm jrg contact..
pastu, aq plak jarang text dia, n clling dia..
n lama2 dia rs aq ni xsuka dia.. hmm.. so skang pon kekdng ja cntct (lpas dia call aq tgh2 mlm n aq mamun aq ckp merepek2 kat dia.. aq xtau aq ckp pa ka...)
n after that dia da msg ngan aq, tp bila time climax ngah msg.. dia x bls msg aq.. maybe dia dh xsuka kt aq n mls nk layan aq.. nk wat cmna.. smpai skang dia still xbls msg tu (dh masok 2 -3 mggu gak laa)...

and the ending of the story, aq n dia xda apa2 n maybe xkn da apa2.. maybe dia dh da yg len..
maybe aq xda jodoh ngan dia n maybe Allah akn bg org yg lebh baek dr aq...

mmg aq still suka kt dia smpai skang.. tp ati aq dh xda taman dh skang cz dia pon dh xlyan aq sgt.. haha (padan muka sama aq)..

nk wat cmna.. kalu da jodoh xkemana.. jodoh aq mgkn bukn ngan dia..

Ajal, maut suma di tgn Allah SWT..

=)